About heartbreaking moments
Oct. 27th, 2008 12:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chkusiyaI don't like heratbreaking moments generally. I don't like them coming out of sensing/seeing/feeling something fragile and understanding that I can do nothing to protect that fragile things I see or feel. I hate the feeling this all leaves in my heart and that crying it stirs because of that.
But there are also heartbreaking moments I can't avoid and in which I totally go drowned, sweetly, without being able to do something about that. It comes from the feeling of also vulnerability, but the one that shows up flowing with tenderness. It also can leave my heart with crying but that's king of crying because of beauty and tenderness that is hidden in or behind someone's strength. It's such a great and beautiful feeling then. Actually that scares me somewhy (sometimes). But in that moments all I can do is just feel all that beauty and many other things showing up then with all my senses.
But there are also heartbreaking moments I can't avoid and in which I totally go drowned, sweetly, without being able to do something about that. It comes from the feeling of also vulnerability, but the one that shows up flowing with tenderness. It also can leave my heart with crying but that's king of crying because of beauty and tenderness that is hidden in or behind someone's strength. It's such a great and beautiful feeling then. Actually that scares me somewhy (sometimes). But in that moments all I can do is just feel all that beauty and many other things showing up then with all my senses.
